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[11/27/2009 | 07:08] MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 24 DAYS. I WILL BE 21. Counting down to my shitshow. :D SCATTER MY BRAINS ACROSS THE WALL

[11/05/2009 | 04:01] I am on an official leave of absence until Trudy can find me another place to go. I am pretty sure there was a heavy amount of catty bullshit that went on to make this crap go down. (not saying I didn't help it along, but still. some shady business.) I have been thinking about it all day, and I am becoming more and more okay with it. This will give me a break to get healthy and get financially stable again and take care of myself. My life will never be conventional. I don't know if that's necessarily a good thing... SCATTER MY BRAINS ACROSS THE WALL

[11/03/2009 | 11:08] Here I go again, messing up my life. Like I have said before, I am plenty good at screwing myself up. I don't need anyone else's help to do it. So basically, on Thursday, I will find out whether I am completely kicked out of the Surgical Tech program. Awesome, isn't it? I really really hate attendance policies for school. I know I am good at it. Everyone else knows I am good at it. Why does it fucking matter if I miss some days? I have legitimately been sick. I have an ear infection right now. I fucked up my ankle last week. I had the flu the week before that. I just cannot get a fucking break. Seriously, life. Give me a fucking break. Whatever. I am so ready to just pack up some shit and book it and start completely new somewhere else. This is really exactly like Senior Year all over again. Except this time, I will be $12,000 in debt and absolutely nothing to show for it. 1 SCATTER MY BRAINS ACROSS THE WALL

[09/02/2009 | 01:02] I am so in love with the Operating Room. I love the fast pace and the stress and the blood and guts. Most of the people are really awesome. (there are a few I have already come to loathe in my 2 1/2 weeks, but oh well) I am definitely cut out for this. All of my preceptors so far have been great and very supportive. They have all left really good comments on my daily evaluation papers for Trudy. Even a couple of doctors have told me I am doing really well, which gives me +10098766789 egoboost. I think I made a good life choice. 1 SCATTER MY BRAINS ACROSS THE WALL

BRINGIN' THE E-DRAMA. [08/27/2009 | 11:00] Apparently I am a bully and unappreciative. You want to talk about unappreciative? Let's talk about being unappreciative sometime. Mostly I am just insensitive girl. I'm okay with that. Dry your tears and get your panties out of a bunch. 1 SCATTER MY BRAINS ACROSS THE WALL

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